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Thursday, January 18th, 2007
10:32 pm
[ox_isis_xo]
Vegetarians...
What is your view on how vegetarians base their beliefs?

AR!

There is this one girl whom I work with whom is saying that she wants to save animals, thus why she chose to become a vegetarian. I brought up the fact to her that there is animal in practically everything that we use, so then what is the goddamned point? I also asked her if she knew why we humans are here.

We are part of the food chain. We eat animals - animals eat the plants. Because we eat the animals, there is enough plant food to go around. BUT if more and more vegetarians pop up, what are we to do?

Our bodies are not designed to digest vegetables as well as the herbav-whatever. The canine teeth are there for a reason!

I am sorry, this has been bothering me... and bothering me... This girl really is starting to annoy me saying that she is just only trying to save the animals, but in actuality, she is eating what the animals would normally eat. *shrug* Soap... Clothes... Shoes... How are we going to get away from it? NEVER!

Gee, I really need to slap myself.

Current Mood: annoyed
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Thursday, December 7th, 2006
6:47 pm
[ox_isis_xo]
Blood vampires...
Sanguinarian do they still exist? Or are they just a myth?
I do believe in psychic vampires - because I am one myself.
What what of the blood vampires? Whom live and strive for just a drop of blood to feel that energy? To cure that inbalance that they have? Do they even walk this earth any more? Or is it just part of the "goth" scene and just some weird fetish?

Current Mood: confused
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6:44 pm
[ox_isis_xo]
What color scheme?
What color scheme should I make this community?
Hrm? Any desires?
Dish...out ideas...

Current Mood: crazy
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Thursday, November 30th, 2006
7:31 pm
[ox_isis_xo]
Love . . .
Is love something that is real?
I think that maybe it is actually an illusion. Yes, I do love my boyfriend, but I do not know if it is love or just happiness with a companion. What exactly is love? *scratches head* I believe that maybe we all just strive to feel this emotion, but in actuallity we are not capable of feeling it. Hrm.

Current Mood: cranky
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Wednesday, November 22nd, 2006
7:19 pm
[ox_isis_xo]
What if. . .
You met this one person, whom said you were one of them and truly needed and gifted. You know that you are somewhat different from others around you, but never questioned such a thing until that one day, when you spoke with that one person. That person said that once he/she would arrive to your house, he/she would help you awaken the powers that you have inside, that were stored and locked away for some reason.
Curious? SO continue on...Collapse )
Okay?

Current Mood: curious
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Wednesday, November 15th, 2006
10:07 pm
[ox_isis_xo]
Theories on Life.
I love hearing about different theories on life and how we came to be, so dish. Tell me what you think happened. How did life exactly happen? I have many theories, but I tend to lean towards one...
There was life before us. There always was life. There was no beginning. No end. Just living. There was this one species, that was bored one day. Their species was close to extinction because of a past war. They wanted to live on. They wanted to help the rest of the universe. SO.
They devised this one experiment, taking their dna they constructed another species, one like themselves. They watched the species grow, almost like a plant. Carefully, they changed around what the new species looked like and what they did. They made more. And they made more. Until they had the species of their liking. They found a planet, and then "planted" us and so that is how we came to be.
We are like little puppets. Made to do what they desire and only what they desire. They pull the strings, changing what we like and what we can do. Our brains were programmed upon birth with different types of flaws or gifts to test us on how we would react. WE are still in the experiment and they are still studying our every move.

It is sad to think this is how we came to be, but it seems to be the only justification in my mind. *shrug* I cannot think about evolution. Or God. Or what not. It all seems too NORMAL and just how our brains seem to like to believe.
I guess I am just a lost person, still trying to find the truth...

Current Mood: content
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Tuesday, November 7th, 2006
3:14 pm
[ox_isis_xo]
Dreams, are they really real?
Dreams
Are dreams something to take very lightly? Or are they something that is very real? Are they a way to reach another dimension? Or is it just the mind just rambling on to itself? *scratches head* I know scientists say that it is just the mind unraveling for the day and letting out things that it had on mind? But is that something that is real? Or are they just trying to cover up a mystery that will never be solved?
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Friday, November 3rd, 2006
9:40 pm
[ox_isis_xo]
Free Will...
(Discussion thought of by: silverspidertm2)
If you are to become "one with some god" does that mean you are to lose your free will? What happens to your mind, body, and soul when you attempt to "become one with some god?" Is it a bad thing or a good thing? Or is free will even a factor in here?
I think that this becoming one with some God is a nonexistant thing. When death is upon your door knocking to take your soul, free will is not even there either. All in all, you will be whom you are, even if you follow some God. Depending on which God you are to follow your fate of will will be shown. :) Now, if you follow some God whom tells you to do this and that, that and this just to become what HE or SHE wants, well then you are screwed and will never learn for yourself the true beauty of life.
-Er, I do not even know if I answered the topic. *shrug* But that is my thought?
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Tuesday, October 31st, 2006
7:09 pm
[ox_isis_xo]
Okay Yes, it is great...
Yes, I know that I started my Samhain a little early, probably should have did it a little later in the day, but hmph, it is a great thing!
Here is what I accomplished on this grand day!!
I have not felt this good for a long time!
There was this dying urge to go to a graveyard. I soon found myself in a graveyard, staring at the darkness that enveloped around me. There was this emense energy thatblanketed my body and took over everything that I was. I could not concentrate for a little bit until I got used to this amount of energy. It has been so long since I have felt this much energy at one time. I was excited. Yes, I was very excited. I wanted to hop up and down in my car and scream very happily. I sound like an excited kid, but that is what happens to me when I feel a lot of energy. -See, I feed on energy, but I knew not to attempt to do such a thing, for that w ould be wrong and this is a time to thank the dead for everything and the ones whom had passed away. :) Oh gee. :) :) I cannot help but smile right now. I reflected on everything that happened in the past year, and I said to myself that it is time to start anew and learn from the mistakes. I thought about the kids that I lost, whom I never had known, and the pets I have lost will never be forgotten. Today, is such a great day! I hope you all had a good day!
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Monday, October 30th, 2006
10:19 am
[ox_isis_xo]
Celebrate Samhain?
Or did any of you (even though, you're OLD NOW) go "Trick-or-treating?" Maybe with some friends? Or just to feel younger? Or maybe with kids? How are you going to celebrate a wonderful holiday?
I am half pagan and half something else, so I celebrate the sabbat. :) Yay! My favorite holy day. It is finally here! Dead can walk. Dead are free for just this time. Dead will visit my house. :) I love the dead! HOrray! Wow, I am crazy. *shakes head*
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Sunday, October 29th, 2006
10:52 am
[deathparade]
The Lovesong Writer
So, I guess this a place to share. And I'd like to share something that has changed my life:

At the beginning of the summer.I started talking to a girl on myspace. She had been my friend for a long time but we never really got to know each other. So we started talking and realized that we really liked each other. She had lived with her boyfriend at the time because she had already been kicked outof her dad's place, and her mom's place. So, she left her boyfriend's for me (as well as other reasons) and proceded to be homeless. One day she calls me up and asks me, "Do you want to move to Vancouver?" And I said happily said yes. So at nine a.m. on September 2nd. I up and left my shit hole town and went to meet her in Barrie, Ontario at five forty five on the morning of September 3rd. "Remember the time you drove all night, just to meet me in the morning" We lived homeless in Barrie for about two weeks and it was one of the most amazing experiences of my life.

The night before we were supposed to leave for Vancouver, our tickets were stolen. So we went to live with her mom in Gravenhurst, Ontario. I got a job at Boston Pizza and was ready to settle down with her. But at times, which grew to more often than not, I was hit with a series of depression episodes. I had left for two reasons. To pursue my solo career as a musician, and to be with her. My guitar was somwhere In Barrie and we had no way of finding it, just the hope of running into the girl who has our stuff downtown or something. She couldn't deal with my depression episodes anymore, she asked that I Ieave. But I could stay as long as I needed to. So on friday, I left, I couldn't get a hold of her. No goodbye, only a letter.

And now I'm in Halifax, living with my best friend and her roommate.

But what I wanted to share is this. Since waking upto get ready to leave on Setpember 2nd. My mind has lost any grasp of where I am in this world. To what situations I sometimes get myself into. I'd even go as far as to say I've actually lost my mind. I don't think about what I'm dong, why I'm doing or hat will happen when it's over. And that makes me happy. I was cursed by thinking too much. Thinking is not a way to live life. Take some time, gather up some money, and make a random trip without thinking. I promise you won't regret it.
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Thursday, October 26th, 2006
9:53 pm
[ox_isis_xo]
Spirits, ghosts, etherical matter?
Do you believe that all we are is just a piece of matter? Or how about some energy? Do you believe that we are constructed of this physical mass + an energy of some sort? Do you believe in spirits and ghosts walking around this planet?
(I personally believe in energy being the essence of our bodies. -Er, it is mainly what I strive to get from people and it keeps me going on tough times. Yeah, I know I sound a little weird, but there are others out there that feed on such a thing from people)
And spirits, oh yes, they are around. Most keep quiet. And most do not like to interfer, unless, they are the "damned ones".
So, thoughts?

Current Mood: curious
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9:51 pm
[ox_isis_xo]
Hmm
I need to find a good way to get people to come here. Any suggestions? Hmm ? This needs to get up and exciting? Maybe I just did not have a good idea. *struts off crying* Oh well, I tried to get conversations up and going, but it will probably just take some time. Time. Time is an annoying thing. Life is too short to wait for time.

Current Mood: cheerful
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Friday, October 20th, 2006
10:01 pm
[ox_isis_xo]
Hoi, a question..
Does anyone know how to change comment settings and what not? I just want to have to comment form or whatever stay in my layout. *scratches head* I have looked all over to figure that crap out, but I have come up empty handed. Anyone know? I do not know how to completly describe what I desire, but I think one of the 5 of you will get my drift. :)

Current Mood: confused
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4:18 pm
[lunavamp13]
alien note
On the alien note:

If you could be abducted, what would your dream abduction be like?

Current Mood: crazy
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Sunday, October 15th, 2006
9:50 pm
[ox_isis_xo]
Aliens...
What do you think about aliens? Do they exist? Are they really trying to come to this planet? Or is that all a hoax? Hmm? Hrm? Thoughts?
I love to hear thoughts about aliens, b/c I personally, enjoy the thought of them. To me, aliens DO exist, but not in the way that most people have come to know them. They are not trying to come to this planet. The government seems to enjoy people getting all up in a frenzy. Why out of all the universes? Out of all the planets? Out of all the solar systems? Would the aliens choose this planet? They probably have been here already and done that. You know what I mean? (AND I have come to the conclusion that aliens were the ones to actually create us in some shape or form, thus why they resemble us a lot) Yeah, I know, I sound like a weirdo!
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Friday, October 13th, 2006
7:07 pm
[lunavamp13]
Congrats on the new community!

Anyone heard any particularly depressing albums lately?

Current Mood: resting
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Thursday, October 12th, 2006
10:33 pm
[ox_isis_xo]
Life after death?
Hrm? What do you really think is going to happen when your body decays and your astral body is free to roam? Is there actually a place to roam, or is there just darkness? What do you think?

Current Mood: cheerful
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Friday, October 13th, 2006
3:10 am
[ox_isis_xo]
Welcome!
Make yourself at home and tell us your story.... I hope that you will enjoy your stay! Take up a chair and relax next to the fire. Do not get too close, though, it might hurt a little!!!
~April~

Current Mood: bouncy
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